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Posts Tagged ‘photography’

anna kate + jared

June 30, 2010

I met Jared forever ago, when he was hired to work at Billy Heartbeats- a 50′s themed diner here in Portland. We worked the fountain, making milkshakes, sundaes, salads and pb&j sandwiches. We wore silly hats and black bow ties. It was a blast! I ended up working there on and off for about 6 years (crazy! but it was a great little place, like home).

He and his friend Nate worked there, and we always had such a fun time. Here are a few pics of the place that I took forever ago…

Anyways, this post isn’t about Billy’s, it’s about Jared and Anna Kate!

Jared is intelligent, has a great sense of humor, and a heart of gold. He is just an all-around good guy. He can make anyone laugh, and he’s currently in his third year of medical school! (He’s come a long way from milkshakes).

Anna Kate is a perfect match for Jared. She is wise, beautiful, creative and super sweet!

I could go on and on about how awesome this couple is, and how much fun we had on their engagement shoot, but I’ll let the photos speak for themselves! Play the slideshow and see for yourself.

Tags: anna kate, canon, courtney jade, diner, Downtown, e-session, Engagement, jared, kiss, Love, pdx, photography, Portland
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sydney claire

June 27, 2010


It has been a long while since I have shot a newborn baby girl, so when Stephanie called me and set up a session for her new bundle of joy, I was super excited!!

Sydney was a great sport, I’m really happy with the images that we got from her session. I just love how cute her room is, (Great job Stephanie & Scott!) The green is such a pretty color! Sydney was just 9 days old in these photos, congratulations Stephanie and Scott, on your new addition!

Here are a few of my favorites from their session, let me know what you think.

Tags: 2010, 9 days old, adorable, baby, claire, courtney jade, cute, family, june, Love, newborn, Newborn photographer, pdx, photography, Portland, sleeping, sweet, sydney
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ms. not-so-perfect-after-all…

June 19, 2010

I think that people “see” me differently.
I think this often.
People often tell me things like “you have such a beautiful life”, “you’re always so happy!”, “you are SO talented! How do you do it!?”, and “I wish I could be like you, live your life”.
These are all very flattering comments, don’t get me wrong.

I do believe that I have a beautiful life. I believe that life itself is beautiful.

Actually, I believe that life is what you make of it. You get what you give. Per my experience, this is a true statement… or as much truth as I know.

However, sometimes I think that the internet has a way of masking some reality to life. This is in no way a “poor me” or “my life is so awful” post. I feel like I am extremely blessed, and very fortunate for every single bit of my life. I have an amazing boyfriend, a job I love, well to be exact, two jobs I love, and I lead a very happy life.

A good friend once told me “you are a genuinely happy person… you’re lucky, that’s a pretty rare trait.” I, of course, argued with him that it wasn’t luck, that I just try to put into this world what I would like in return, and he of course said something like “yea, that’s the perfect Hallmark answer”. I laughed, and said I was being for real, and he said something like “I’m serious, not many people see the world like you do.”

This made me think. Am I a “happy person” because I choose to focus on the good things? Am I naive? Have I just been lucky enough to avoid any major hardship in this lifetime so far?

Maybe.
Maybe a little of all of it.

But then I think… times haven’t always been great. I work really hard to earn what I get, and to be where I’m at right now. Life hasn’t always been easy. I was not a silver spoon child, nor was I showered with expensive, lavish gifts growing up. I think that what I was given was something so much greater than all of those “things”. I was given more love than I could possibly ask for. I was given an amazing family who supported me and believed in me. I was given wisdom, and the tools to earn success. I was taught that hard work reaps great rewards. I was taught that you treat others how you want to be treated. (thanks Dad <3)
When I think about that, I feel really lucky.

I see some of my friends struggle. I see them helplessly try to make it out there in this world, and fail. Get up again, and fall on their face again.
These are the same friends who’s parents paid their way through school. Who I was extremely jealous of, because they have absolutely no debt for the education and degree that they received.
And then I look at my cards. The ones I’ve been dealt, the one’s I’ve held on to, and the one’s I’ve earned.

I have a pretty good hand.

I think it’s a combination of love, luck, perseverance, and effort.

I am not perfect. I have not been given anything other than love and support to work with. I am very blessed, but I deal with the same problems and hardships as a lot of others out there.
I have debt. I have bad days. I get stressed out really easily. I spill things on my favorite outfits. I trip and fall in front of LOTS of people. I mess up, make mistakes, often. I laugh at all of the wrong, and most inappropriate times. I judge others when I shouldn’t. I am stubborn. I always bite off more than I can chew. I butt into conversations, and cut people off, often. I worry too much. I worry about money too much. I set up goals for myself, and if I don’t achieve them, I beat myself up over it. Sometimes goals that are even 100% out of my control.

I don’t know everything. And I don’t want to. But I know enough.
I know that if I waste my time and energy focusing on everything that’s negative (which I could), then there would be no time or energy left to dedicate to the things that are good and positive in my life.
Dumping time and energy into negative things is like throwing them down the sewer. You will never see anything good come from that… but the landfill will always be there to haunt you. When you spend time focusing on the good, and focusing your energy into the positive things in your life, it’s like watering a garden. You can see the fruits of your labor grow and blossom into something beautiful, something tangible.

To me, the positive is addicting.

One time in high school, I was having a hard time. One of my friends, I noticed, was constantly being negative. When I was around her, I felt awful. Dull, dismal. I soon realized that she was constantly being negative. Towards herself, and others. I made a conscious decision to really try to be happy. Consciously make an effort to turn a negative into a positive, or to just be in a good mood. This made me think about things that I loved, and made me want to surround myself with those who were also positive people. When my friend noticed this, they accused me of being “fake”, and preceded not to talk to me.  How can someone be angry with you for being happy? It wasn’t forced, yet I was making a conscious decision to focus on things that made me happy… Eventually, although I was never 100% sure of why… that “friend” and I stopped talking. It really hurt my feelings, for a really long time. We were really close, best friends even. And I didn’t know what happened. Maybe she was just too negative? Maybe I was coming off wrong. Regardless, I guess it doesn’t really matter.

I don’t really know what inspired me to write this entry, but I hope that it gives you a little bit of insight into who I am, and “why” I am “so happy all of the time”.
It’s hard for me to be around negativity. I see it so clearly, dragging people down, weighing the world down, and my natural instinct is to first, try to nurture the negative. Help those people see things in a more positive light. But after so much negative feedback, regardless of the positive I try to throw in, some people just never cheer up. And so, it seems, my sunshiny rays of happiness are being sucked into a dismal abyss, and nothing is reflected back. This becomes almost as dangerous to me, as throwing something down into the sewer. If you see no fruit, no glimmer of hope… what’s left there but a happy-sucking-siren? To be quite honest, it’s exhausting. I don’t like giving up on these people, because they are often people who I know and love. But sometimes, for my own sanity and health, I know that I need to take a break from the situation. It’s kind of a catch-22.

Anyways, this has gotten to be MUCH more extensive than I started it out to be… and i’m exhausted! I have 2 shoots tomorrow- an engagement, and a newborn, and I still need to make sure my batteries are charged and my beanbag is stuffed, so I’d better hop off to bed!
Thanks for listening.

Oh, and I love you Dad, happy Father’s day.
Thank you for the love. And the lessons <3

Tags: 2010, courtney jade, june, photography
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grayson

May 1, 2010

this is baby Grayson :)

I’m trying out a new slideshow program, let me know what you think!

Tags: 2010, baby, courtney jade, grayson, newborn, photography, sleeping, slideshow
Posted in Newborns, slideshow | 9 Comments »

a sweet thank you

April 14, 2010

I seriously have the BEST clients!!!

I was surprised today with this adorable and perfect treat from my most recent bride and groom (who were married in Costa Rica).

Thank you SO much!!! It totally made my day, and it was just so extremely thoughtful of you two :)

They are YUMMY! I may have to re-work my logo after all of this delicious inspiration ;)

Tags: courtney jade, Courtney Jade Photography, cupcake, cupcakes, gift, heart, logo, photography, present, sweet, thank you, treat
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the price.

April 7, 2010

it always comes down to one thing- the price.

I hear so often how “expensive” I am as a photographer. How “expensive” my prints are to order, how “expensive” my session fee is, and how “expensive” it is to hire me as your wedding photographer. I am not offended by these remarks, however it does seem to make things a little uncomfortable.

So I thought it would be a good idea to give everyone a little bit of enlightenment as to why professional photography is so “expensive”. I’m not writing this in response to any one person or their comments, please know, I just feel it only right to inform my clients, and others who are interested in investing in some professional photography, of what really goes into their little works of art.

Anyone who’s ever run their own business can testify to the major amount of time and cost that it requires. Every little thing costs money, from the stickers and ribbon on the boxes, to the updated high tech equipment that is used to shoot, process, and utilize your photos. There are so many things- little and big, that add up quickly. But these are essential. You can’t be a photographer without a good camera. You can’t edit the images (if you shoot digital) without a good, fast (those files are HUGE) computer. You can’t present your work without pretty boxes, ribbons, stickers, info cards, etc. And you can’t share your work online in a professional manner without a website, blog and online store.

And this is all AFTER you book a client.
But you must have these things.

In order to book a client, you need to have a good solid portfolio, and branding to boot. People want to see something pretty, and they want it professionally handed to them. I could go on forever about branding, design and marketing, but I’ll save that for another day. My main point is- in order to book clients, you need to have something professional to present to them, a professional contract to sign, and information to hand them regarding you and your work. Again, all of this takes lots of time to design and prepare, and money to create.

Ok, so let’s say I’ve invested all of this money into my business. I have the equipment I need, my company is branded to a T, and I’m booking clients… it’s all profit from here, right? Wrong. Let’s start with a basic portrait session.

I shoot mainly on-location, so first we must account for time and gas to get to wherever we’re shooting. My portrait sessions usually last about an hour to two hours- that’s time I’m physically working. Setting up shots, reading lighting, creating moments, etc. It may not seem like a lot from the other side of the lens, but it’s mentally draining… actually it’s almost like a mini high I guess… when I shoot, I’m generally pretty energetic, always looking to capture the best moments and set up great shots, etc. But after wards, I’m POOPED! It’s almost a weird feeling… Anyways, back to my story…

Before I knew much of anything about professional photography, I didn’t really understand the value in just paying the “session fee”, I was a little perturbed by it in fact… I pay all of that money, and I don’t even physically GET anything??  But after being behind the lens for so long, I realize all of the work, cost, and time that goes into those photos… it doesn’t end when the lens cap goes back on. This is the reason you hire that photographer whose work you absolutely love… this is why there is a price.

Generally, each batch of photos I take go through at least 3 edits. Each photo is reviewed, either kept or rejected, and then from there each one is finessed. This process takes anywhere from 3-6 hours usually, to get the final, finished product. From there, the photos have to be duplicated and re-sized, then uploaded to my online store, where the password protected gallery is created. The images get uploaded and I set up the gallery according to your session. This takes around another hour usually. I also try to do a blogpost for each session, so that you can send your friends and family to see your best shots easily. This usually takes about an hour as well.

So, we’re up to -plus or minus- 10 hours of work, including time spent planning, traveling, shooting, post-processing, and presenting.
THIS is what your session fee covers. My time and talents in creating your photographic memories. (Remember, this doesn’t even include any of the costs we first listed.)

So then my clients and their friends and family can go onto my store site, and view and order their photos. This is where the cost of prints and digital images come in… While in the market, my pricing is still below average for comparable work, I can understand how people can feel that my prices are crazy. You can go to any local drugstore and get your photos printed for well under a dollar per-print. But what you must understand is that those machines processing your photos are not nearly as sophisticated as a professional color lab. There are nicer labs you can go to, which are more expensive, and the end product is better, but still generally not up to the same standard that I have for my work. After all, this is what you wanted in the first place, right? Quality, professional images that capture those magical moments so that you can keep them forever? Who would fly all the way to France and not go shopping?

The way that I process the photos, along with the way that my lab prints is synced so that you get the true colors & quality of the image. Not to mention, your photos are not just snapshots, they are little (and sometimes big) pieces of art. There is also cost involved on my end for not just ordering the art, but shipping fees, packaging, ribbon, tissue, stickers, etc. all must be factored in.

And as for digital files… with the internet as it is, social media all the hype, and easy access for sharing with friends and family via email, the desire for digital images has become very strong. This is a HUGE controversy in the photo-world. A lot of photographers don’t even offer the digital files for sale. They believe it’s like giving away your work, your negatives, your masterpieces. Being a younger photographer, I’m pretty “hip” to the newer standards, and I want my clients to be able to share their images however they’d like… and if they are going the digital route, I’d rather them not scan things in and possibly alter the quality. Therefore I see it to be in my best interest, and the interest of my clients to offer digital negatives. However, I have to also think about my business. How am I to make it in this business with ending up in the green? For this reason, digital negatives are much more expensive than prints. Why would I sell them for the same price when someone could just purchase the digital negatives, and go get hundreds of prints made (of quality that is questionable, to be honest) at a local drugstore? My digital negatives are limited though, and only printable for pieces up to an 8 x 10 in size. This enables my clients to print photos at their leisure, however it leaves the larger pieces of art to me.

As difficult as it is for me, I must be a strong business woman. If I ever want to make it as a full time professional in this world, I’ve got to make some sort of profit at some point- that’s just the bottom line ;)
I haven’t even factored in living expenses, healthcare, etc. that I would need to pay for… but we won’t get into all of that math this time.

Now what about weddings? In the beginning, those tend to seem like the most expensive… but at the end, it’s really what profits the least for me. On top of everything above, factor in an extra 10 hours of shooting (plus or minus), and an extra 14 (plus or minus) hours of editing. Instead of around 25-35 photos, my wedding clients usually end up with around 600-800 photos from their day. Talk about a HUGE difference in post-process work. And I am reasonably well below industry standard as far as my pricing-to-talent ratio goes. Yet, since it has the largest “up-front” sticker price, it seems to shock some. It’s understandable to me, since I have a hard time spending more than $40 on a nice pair of jeans, but just think about this…

You invest SO MUCH time, money, sweat, tears, and brainpower planning this wedding. One of the most important days of your entire life. You spend MONTHS getting everything ready, planning, deciding, choosing, coordinating…. and your day goes by in what always seems like an instant. Gone too soon. When the make-up has been put on, the hair curled… when the seats have been filled with loving friends and family, and the vowes have been spoken…. when you’ve had your first kiss as ‘husband and wife’, and the crowd is cheering… when the cake has been cut, the bouquet tossed, and the garter retrieved, and the dances are over… when you get into that getaway car and finally have a moment to reflect on the day (maybe)… what will you remember? What about in five years? ten? twenty?

THIS is why your photography is so important. Too often it’s an afterthought for couples. And I’ve heard more times than not “I wish we would have hired a better photographer”, or “I was really unhappy with our photos”, or “I never thought about it that much”. And every time it breaks my heart. This is why I do what I do.

When everything is said and done, the day has passed, and all you have are memories, that will mostly eventually fade, what will you have left to remember your day? To remember those little moments? To remember your first kiss? Your cake? Your table settings? Everything. What will you show your children? Your grandchildren?

My point is, this day is full of priceless moments. Don’t throw everything away to the land of forgotten after that day. Think ahead before, and really understand how truly invaluable those photos are. This also goes with newborn photos, maternity photos, and child and family photos for that matter. Moments last just that; but photos last forever.

THIS is why I do what I do. And I love being able to do something that makes me so completely fulfilled. However, just because I love doing it, doesn’t mean I don’t have bills to pay. I would love to work for free, or discounted all of the time, but realistically, I just can’t. And I haven’t even mentioned that this business is a part-time gig for me right now, I also work a full time job during the week! So all of this time that I’m taking to make this dream business a reality, is time away from my loving boyfriend, my dog-son, and friends and family. It can be difficult at times, and it’s a sacrifice I make, but it also comes with a price tag.

All I’ve mentioned thus far cost-wise on my end doesn’t even include workshops, seminars, events, clubs/groups, conferences, organization memberships etc. that photographers attend and are a part of to keep up to date and ahead of the curve to ensure you’re always receiving the best product. Those all cost money as well.

I didn’t write this to toot my own horn, or to vent, or to give you the sense that I’m bitter for some reason. I’m not, and I hope I didn’t come off that way at all. I just hope to bring a little bit of clarity to my business for you all, and to the photography business in general, so that you can decide for yourself what professional photography is worth- be it mine or someone else’s.

After all, the magic is in the moments, and the moments are too quickly gone and forgotten.
It’s all for love.

<3

Tags: business, cost, courtney jade, memories, photography, price, professional photography, small business
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stop-motion

March 4, 2010

I’m getting SO excited for my wedding in Costa Rica!!! I’m ALMOST ready.. and I’ve spent WAY too much money this past week getting everything I’ll need… but it is fun shopping!!!

I’m hoping that I’ll be able to get some great panoramic shots, as well as do a few little video montages. Maybe even a stop-motion! I’ve only ever done one stop-motion film before, and it turned out ok, but I’d like to dabble in it a bit more, and Costa Rica seems like the perfect back drop!! What would a cool idea for a stop motion be? Maybe walking on the beach?? I want to do something really cool, so if you have any ideas, let me know what you’d like to see!!!

Here is my very first stop-motion I did about a year ago.. man time flys!!

Tags: costa rica, courtney jade, owl city, photography, stop motion, technicolor phase, travel, trip
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the strawbs

February 20, 2010

About a year ago I received an email from a gentleman who wanted to use my photo for the cover of their CD. They had seen the photo via my flickr page, and just loved it!

So we made an arrangement, and I sent off the full rez file… I completely forgot about it, and if it weren’t for the random email updates as to how the album was coming along it may have completely slipped my mind forever. So I was quite surprised and very excited when I went to the mailbox the other day and pulled out a package that read “ROYAL MAIL”. First of all, how sweet is that?! I mean, there’s really not much that’s “Royal” about the USA… I mean, we are the US Postal Service… so boring. Anyways! Here is what I was so excited to open!!!

AAHHHHHHH!!! :D There’s my BABY on the cover of a CD!!!! SO COOL!!!!
view the original pic here; it’s had over 14,000 views to date, and while I’m not sure exactly HOW they found it, I assume it was through google or something :)

My boo-boo is FAMOUS!!!! Haha, well at least in the UK!
Anyways, I think it was really great that even though copy writes on photos these days are completely abused and consistently taken advantage of, these guys were awesome enough to not only ask my permission to use the photo but also to pay me for it, and then fulfill their word and send me a finished copy! I was ecstatic!!!

I haven’t popped the cd into the player yet, as I was just too excited to write about it, so I’m not sure exactly what they sound like yet, but you can check out their website here: The Strawbs
Today it is GORGEOUS outside!!! I took Quincey to a local Italian Greyhound meetup earlier, and then we came home. He layed in the sun while Mark and I did a little spring cleaning :) Here’s a couple of pics of my workspace/psuedo office :)

If you’re curious about all of the lovely things on my desk, you can check them out here

Until next time!

<3

Tags: 2010, canon, cd, courtney jade, cover, desk, february, photography, popcicle, publicity, published, quincey, strawbs, UK, workspace
Posted in featured works, my life, published work | 2 Comments »

special alert!!!

January 9, 2010

Tags: 2010, courtney jade, gift, photography, special, wedding, weddings
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