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December 9, 2010

Christmas is my second favorite holiday. I love so much about it, the music in the air, the hot drinks, all of the get-togethers with loved ones, the crisp air outside, scarfs and mittens, festivities, stories of giving… the list goes on. As a child, Santa always went above and beyond for my sisters and [...]

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Christmas is my second favorite holiday.

I love so much about it, the music in the air, the hot drinks, all of the get-togethers with loved ones, the crisp air outside, scarfs and mittens, festivities, stories of giving… the list goes on.

As a child, Santa always went above and beyond for my sisters and I at Christmas. We were always had a huge pile of presents just waiting for us on Christmas morning. We had a couch with 3 cushions, and each of us girls had our own cushion full of gifts.

I remember the “usual” Christmas morning very well. First, my sisters and I would wake up (whoever woke up first would wake the others), then we would sneak down the stairs and take a little peek. The way our house was, the first half of the stairway was exposed to the lower part of the house. There was a railing there, and that is where our stockings hung. We never had a fireplace, so Santa had to use his magic key to get into our house.

We would each take a peek at one thing in our stockings, get really excited, and then run back up the stairs and go to wake up our mom and dad. That would usually take a good 10 minutes, which seemed like FOREVER. Then, my dad would make all of us wait at the top of the stairs until he went down and got his video camera ready…which took a whole ‘nother FOREVER. It was one of the video cameras that weighed about a bajillion pounds and took video straight onto a VHS tape. Oh yea, so cool. :)

So finally, when he was done with that, we were allowed to go downstairs. First, we always went through our stockings! There was always fun little things in there, pencils, stickers, nail polish, lots of candy, etc. Then once we were all done, we’d venture to the living room downstairs where the “mother load” awaited us.

Santa was always really good at fulfilling my wish lists, I must have been a really good girl ;)
Some of the most memorable gifts I ever got include: a Baby Alive doll ( she sucked her thumb, ate, pooped and peed), roller blades and a street hockey kit, a keyboard, a Tommy Rugrats doll, a Sony Discman, Baby so Beautiful doll, a Nickelodeon Walkman, a Talkboy, a Super Nintendo with like 25 games, boots, and an Adidas jacket.  I’m forgetting a TON of awesome gifts, but it’s 11pm and I’m just about brain dead at this point.

Anyways, after that, my parents would make breakfast, and I would always call my best friend- my cousin, and we would give each other the rundown of the loot we just got! We would eat breakfast and play with all of our new fun stuff, and then we’d get all ready and go to my Grandma’s house for an early dinner. There was always more presents waiting there for us too! Although, those presents were a bit more interesting.

I think my grandma ordered just about everything from a SkyMall catalog, except she never flew anywhere, so it must have been something else. Once in a while she’d surprise us and get us something really awesome, but the things I remember most were the ones that I had no idea why she would even think go get them for me. The Looney Tunes blanket, the rain cap/bonnet thing, porcelain dolls, a pillow (that was actually nice), a black crew sweatshirt (i liked that one too), and I can’t remember any of the other ones right now. But I always appreciated them, and it was fun just to watch her face when we opened them. After all, Christmas isn’t about presents. I have more memories about the actual gatherings than I do about the presents, and I am thankful for that.

Since I have entered the adult world, Christmas has changed a lot. I have realized that I don’t look as forward to the presents anymore. Sure, I LOVE presents (gifts is one of my 5 love languages after all), but what I really love about Christmas time are all of the fun things there are to do, and doing them with friends and family. It’s more about making memories, and sharing laughter, smiles and joy with each other.

Last year was the first Christmas that I didn’t have to worry about working! Since I have been full time in my marketing position, I have loved the advantages the 9-5 brings around the holidays- paid time off!

This year, I have even more to be thankful for. There is something really big going on in my life that I haven’t been able to share online (trust me, it’s killing me!!!) yet, and it will be the best Christmas present ever (except for that Baby Alive, of course).

I have all that I could want now- health, happiness, family and friends, a loving boyfriend, the best dog in the world, a great job, a growing and successful photography business, amazing clients, and all of the opportunity in the world. I can’t wait to share with you the big secret soon, it’s only a matter of days at this point until I can shout it to the rooftops :)

Until then, Merry Christmas everyone. <3

July 22, 2010

So, it’s true… I’m turning 25 next month. In just a couple of weeks actually… That’s a whole quarter of a century!!!  I can hardly believe it, and I definitely feel it… but wow. To celebrate, I’ve rented a beach house over in Lincoln City, OR and invited all of my friends to come hang [...]

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So, it’s true… I’m turning 25 next month. In just a couple of weeks actually…
That’s a whole quarter of a century!!!  I can hardly believe it, and I definitely feel it… but wow.

To celebrate, I’ve rented a beach house over in Lincoln City, OR and invited all of my friends to come hang out with me! I’m hoping that everyone can make it out, and that it’s the best birthday EVER!!!

My boyfriend wanted a birthday list, and as I get older, it seems to get harder and harder to think of things that I’d like as a gift. Sure, there are a million things I would love, but the few things out of my grasp are what first come to mind. Those, however, are much too expensive for a birthday gift. So I am left stuck, trying to think of and find things that I would love to have, but probably wouldn’t just buy myself. (Mark has turned me into somewhat of a minimalist! I know, CRAZY!)

It’s actually turned out pretty fun! I forget sometimes how fun it is to make a list of things I’d like, a wish list!

Click on the pics to link to the item (for most things)

Pretty jewelry :)

A wrapping station for my Photo Biz

Pretty flowers

Film for my Polaroid cameras

Kurt Halsey 2010 calander of course!!! Featuring Mark and my portrait for July…
Actually I would REALLY love one of the large prints of this piece…

Also, this:

A cute teapot…

These DVDs…


The complete Twilight series hardcover book collection

Just about any cupcake book… (I already have Martha’s, the 500 cupcakes book, and Hello, Cupcake!)


These adorable Paul Frank headphones

Pretty frames – black and silver, all shapes/sizes.

One of these adorable Shabby Abby Camera straps

I should really get one of these, if not as a present from someone, as a present to myself! LOL I get lost EVERYWHERE….

A couple of each of these bad boys…

a Gocco printer kit…

Oh, and of course, this would be nice ;) heeheehee

Gift Cards to these places:

A firepit :)


This awesome North Face hoodie! (Med.)

New perfume

Yes, all of the above would be very nice!! I’m sure if I kept thinking, I might be able to come up with a few more things… but really, I’d just like to have a really awesome day with some of my favorite people.

<3

June 19, 2010

I think that people “see” me differently. I think this often. People often tell me things like “you have such a beautiful life”, “you’re always so happy!”, “you are SO talented! How do you do it!?”, and “I wish I could be like you, live your life”. These are all very flattering comments, don’t get [...]

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I think that people “see” me differently.
I think this often.
People often tell me things like “you have such a beautiful life”, “you’re always so happy!”, “you are SO talented! How do you do it!?”, and “I wish I could be like you, live your life”.
These are all very flattering comments, don’t get me wrong.

I do believe that I have a beautiful life. I believe that life itself is beautiful.

Actually, I believe that life is what you make of it. You get what you give. Per my experience, this is a true statement… or as much truth as I know.

However, sometimes I think that the internet has a way of masking some reality to life. This is in no way a “poor me” or “my life is so awful” post. I feel like I am extremely blessed, and very fortunate for every single bit of my life. I have an amazing boyfriend, a job I love, well to be exact, two jobs I love, and I lead a very happy life.

A good friend once told me “you are a genuinely happy person… you’re lucky, that’s a pretty rare trait.” I, of course, argued with him that it wasn’t luck, that I just try to put into this world what I would like in return, and he of course said something like “yea, that’s the perfect Hallmark answer”. I laughed, and said I was being for real, and he said something like “I’m serious, not many people see the world like you do.”

This made me think. Am I a “happy person” because I choose to focus on the good things? Am I naive? Have I just been lucky enough to avoid any major hardship in this lifetime so far?

Maybe.
Maybe a little of all of it.

But then I think… times haven’t always been great. I work really hard to earn what I get, and to be where I’m at right now. Life hasn’t always been easy. I was not a silver spoon child, nor was I showered with expensive, lavish gifts growing up. I think that what I was given was something so much greater than all of those “things”. I was given more love than I could possibly ask for. I was given an amazing family who supported me and believed in me. I was given wisdom, and the tools to earn success. I was taught that hard work reaps great rewards. I was taught that you treat others how you want to be treated. (thanks Dad <3)
When I think about that, I feel really lucky.

I see some of my friends struggle. I see them helplessly try to make it out there in this world, and fail. Get up again, and fall on their face again.
These are the same friends who’s parents paid their way through school. Who I was extremely jealous of, because they have absolutely no debt for the education and degree that they received.
And then I look at my cards. The ones I’ve been dealt, the one’s I’ve held on to, and the one’s I’ve earned.

I have a pretty good hand.

I think it’s a combination of love, luck, perseverance, and effort.

I am not perfect. I have not been given anything other than love and support to work with. I am very blessed, but I deal with the same problems and hardships as a lot of others out there.
I have debt. I have bad days. I get stressed out really easily. I spill things on my favorite outfits. I trip and fall in front of LOTS of people. I mess up, make mistakes, often. I laugh at all of the wrong, and most inappropriate times. I judge others when I shouldn’t. I am stubborn. I always bite off more than I can chew. I butt into conversations, and cut people off, often. I worry too much. I worry about money too much. I set up goals for myself, and if I don’t achieve them, I beat myself up over it. Sometimes goals that are even 100% out of my control.

I don’t know everything. And I don’t want to. But I know enough.
I know that if I waste my time and energy focusing on everything that’s negative (which I could), then there would be no time or energy left to dedicate to the things that are good and positive in my life.
Dumping time and energy into negative things is like throwing them down the sewer. You will never see anything good come from that… but the landfill will always be there to haunt you. When you spend time focusing on the good, and focusing your energy into the positive things in your life, it’s like watering a garden. You can see the fruits of your labor grow and blossom into something beautiful, something tangible.

To me, the positive is addicting.

One time in high school, I was having a hard time. One of my friends, I noticed, was constantly being negative. When I was around her, I felt awful. Dull, dismal. I soon realized that she was constantly being negative. Towards herself, and others. I made a conscious decision to really try to be happy. Consciously make an effort to turn a negative into a positive, or to just be in a good mood. This made me think about things that I loved, and made me want to surround myself with those who were also positive people. When my friend noticed this, they accused me of being “fake”, and preceded not to talk to me.  How can someone be angry with you for being happy? It wasn’t forced, yet I was making a conscious decision to focus on things that made me happy… Eventually, although I was never 100% sure of why… that “friend” and I stopped talking. It really hurt my feelings, for a really long time. We were really close, best friends even. And I didn’t know what happened. Maybe she was just too negative? Maybe I was coming off wrong. Regardless, I guess it doesn’t really matter.

I don’t really know what inspired me to write this entry, but I hope that it gives you a little bit of insight into who I am, and “why” I am “so happy all of the time”.
It’s hard for me to be around negativity. I see it so clearly, dragging people down, weighing the world down, and my natural instinct is to first, try to nurture the negative. Help those people see things in a more positive light. But after so much negative feedback, regardless of the positive I try to throw in, some people just never cheer up. And so, it seems, my sunshiny rays of happiness are being sucked into a dismal abyss, and nothing is reflected back. This becomes almost as dangerous to me, as throwing something down into the sewer. If you see no fruit, no glimmer of hope… what’s left there but a happy-sucking-siren? To be quite honest, it’s exhausting. I don’t like giving up on these people, because they are often people who I know and love. But sometimes, for my own sanity and health, I know that I need to take a break from the situation. It’s kind of a catch-22.

Anyways, this has gotten to be MUCH more extensive than I started it out to be… and i’m exhausted! I have 2 shoots tomorrow- an engagement, and a newborn, and I still need to make sure my batteries are charged and my beanbag is stuffed, so I’d better hop off to bed!
Thanks for listening.

Oh, and I love you Dad, happy Father’s day.
Thank you for the love. And the lessons <3

June 9, 2010

Being an artist seems to come with a few fun, yet random, perks. One of my favorite (and this one is not so random), is having a good network of creative friends. I am constantly inspired, challenged, and encouraged by my creative network of friends (I will now refer to them as my CNF), and [...]

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Being an artist seems to come with a few fun, yet random, perks. One of my favorite (and this one is not so random), is having a good network of creative friends. I am constantly inspired, challenged, and encouraged by my creative network of friends (I will now refer to them as my CNF), and I often find myself feeling very blessed to know such talented and amazing people.

Some of the people in my CNF I have known since childhood, others, I happen to meet here and there, and everywhere :) (Thank you Dr. Suess!). More recently, at one of our favorite “spots”, Jade, we met Josh. Josh was our waiter the first time that we went to Jade, and he was probably the friendliest waiter I’ve ever had. You can read more about our first trip to Jade here.

Anyways, Josh is a foodie himself. I’m not quite sure if he refers to himself as that, but he definitely knows the best places in Portland to eat good food. He has a blog called PDXploration where he writes and posts photos of his dining experiences. Check it out, he has some great info and his pics are awesome! He sets up group dinners once in a while for his CNF, and I was lucky enough to be added to the list!

This is the first of the group dinners that we were able to attend, but it definitely won’t be the last! A group of fun, creative people, delicious food, and a warm inviting atmosphere is sure to mean a good time!
And now, I will relish and reminisce all about our fabulous, awesomely delicious dinner ::siiigghhh::

Taste Unique
Just a few blocks (literally) from the house that I grew up in, in my old neighborhood, there is a freshly renovated strip of buildings. In that little block, is a cute little place called “Taste Unique”. They say themselves that “Taste Unique isn’t a real restaurant. If you walk in at lunchtime we will seat up to 10 people and you can choose
one of our daily specials, but our appearance places us somewhere between a Bistro and a Deli.”



They have an array of delicious dishes that you can take home and reheat for your family as well. They also offer cooking classes, and hold special dinner events once in a while. Check out their calendar for the most up to date happenings!

The owners, husband and wife, are extremely friendly! They are kind, warm, and well, let’s be honest, who doesn’t get that cozy new best friend feeling when being fed amazing foods by someone? Ok, maybe it’s just me…. hahaha! Anyways, they are great! Lawrence is from Rome, Stefani from Italy, and together, they create some fantastic dishes!

We started off with the Millefoglie di Verdure- delicious multilayered casserole of 7 different vegetables.


This was INSANELY delicious!! Each vegetable is cooked separately and then stacked, so you get the most flavor out of each  different ingredient. (Mark’s favorite was the zucchini on top- YUM!) Stefani explained to us that when she was in cooking class, they spent a LOT of time practicing cutting vegetables, so instead of tossing them, she found a way to make something delicious out of them… ok, well she was modest, I added the delicious part! I can’t help it! I felt like a judge on Iron Chef eating this one, superb quality.

Needless to say, I don’t think any of us left a morsel of this dish on our plates.

Next was the Risotto con gli Asparagi- Risotto with asparagus and a drop of lemon. Topped with real home ground Parmigiano.

Ummm, can you say “comfort food”??? This dish was something I could eat on a daily basis. The cheese, the asparagus, the risotto… mmmm it was all just sooo yummy!

Up next, just when I was almost full, came the next dish- Fettine al Marsala Beef cutlets cooked in Marsala and served with ‘summer style’ mashed potato side.



I also snagged a couple shots of them preparing this dish in the open kitchen

This dish was incredible. The food was all so simple, so pure. The flavors were bold and rich, you could really taste the Marsala, the beef, the potatoes mixed with celery root. Truly gourmet food.
They also served us fresh foccacia bread (baked every hour, fresh) with an olive oil and some type of salt sprinkled on top. I’ve never had bread that wasn’t garlic bread that was SO good!!

For dessert, we had -Maritozzi con la Panna -fresh baked sweet bread stuffed with whipped cream. One of the most famous Roman traditions.


Simple, light, fluffy, a tad bit sweet… I could have eaten about 4 of these they were so good! Lawrence was telling us that in Rome, they are no kind of delicacy at all, more that they are “street food”, served in bars, dunked in coffee (which would have also been REALLY good).

Even baby Maya loved it!

We were also served fresh Caffè, which is more amazing than regular espresso or coffee. First, the little cup is coated with a sweet cream, then the espresso is poured in. The sugar in the cream stabilizes the shots of espresso so that it doesn’t turn bitter, and it also leaves a beautiful creme on the top. Y-U-M! Mark doesn’t even like coffee, but he didn’t leave a drop of this liquid deliciousness behind!!!


The restaurant itself also has a warm charm. It is decorated with old family photos and real kitchen gadgets that have been handed down from generations before. They even have some articles of clothing hanging from the ceiling that were given to Stefani from her family. Their logo is brilliant, a silhouette of Stefani’s mother, from an old photo of her cooking. They also have an awesome chalkboard menu. I love chalkboard menus.

All in all, if you aren’t drooling by this point, then something must be wrong with you! If you live in the Portland area, stopping by this fabulous little joint is a must. Eat in, take something home and be the “dinner hero”, or sign up for a class. Stefani & Lawrence, the owners, are genuine and kind, and they clearly just want to share the love of good food. Mark and I will be going back for sure, Italian is my favorite, and this place is a home run! Thank you so much for your hospitality and delicious food!!! Taste Unique gets an A+ from us both.

<3

May 11, 2010

well, if you’ve been following me for a while now, then you know how I’ve been dying to get a pair of Toms shoes. I am happy to announce that I have finally bought my first pair!! These shoes are  SO comfortable, and completely amazing, I’m considering investing in a few more pairs for shooting [...]

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well, if you’ve been following me for a while now, then you know how I’ve been dying to get a pair of Toms shoes. I am happy to announce that I have finally bought my first pair!! These shoes are  SO comfortable, and completely amazing, I’m considering investing in a few more pairs for shooting in :)


First, if you don’t already know about Toms shoes, then you should hop on over to their website and see what they’re all about. It’s a fantastic company that has it’s heart at it’s core. For each pair of shoes that are purchase, a pair is donated to a child in need. One for one. So not only are you getting an adorable pair of kicks, but you are also helping a good cause! See more in the video at the end of this post (also posted previously in my christmas list post).

I first found out about Toms a couple of years ago. My photo friends Matt and Kevin had some, and they swore that they were the most comfortable shoes that they’d ever worn (i agree). I looked into getting some, but at the time, money was tight and I wasn’t able to.  Then, AT&T came out with a commercial featuring them a while back, and they’ve been on my mind ever since.

I recently discovered that one of my old friends from high school is now working for Toms shoes! He does freelance artistry for them, and his work is awesome!! Once I found this out, I emailed him to find out how I would go about getting myself an awesome pair of these “custom Toms”, and the rest is history! He did such a fantastic job with them, I just HAD to take them out for a mini photo shoot so that I could always remember how sweet they look. (Oh, and to share them with you all as well! hehe)

Without further adue, here are more photos than you’ll probably ever want to see of my custom Toms!











Needless to say, I LOVE MY TOMS!!!!!


If you’re interested in having some custom Toms as well, you can email my friend Alex at: Alex@MinchArt.com. He charges $20/hour, and most all pairs take an hour or less to do. Check out more of his work here: www.minchart.com

Support your fellow artist, support your soles, and support a good cause!!! These shoes kick butt! :D

xoxo <3

April 14, 2010

a while back i did it. i splurged. i posted about it on my facebook page.. but never said what it was that i splurged on. it took about a month to get to me, but when it arrived from hong kong i couldn’t have been more excited!!! i have been wanting one forever now, [...]

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a while back i did it. i splurged.

i posted about it on my facebook page.. but never said what it was that i splurged on. it took about a month to get to me, but when it arrived from hong kong i couldn’t have been more excited!!! i have been wanting one forever now, so it’s really fun to have one… this is the beauty that i purchased:

a fujifilm instax mini 7s!!!

i also purchased 5 packs of film with it. It produces business card size polaroid photos, and i am in loooooove with them!!! Thank goodness they still make film for this baby, i hope they never quit!!

my first photos i took with it were of quincey and the flowers that mark brought me when he picked me up at the airport from costa rica :)

Then i took my fabulous friend Tonja out to a newer restaurant here that I’m in love with- Slappycakes for her birthday, and we had some Polaroid fun :) It’s a super awesome modern style restaraunt that is all about having fun, making pancakes, and enjoying deliciousness!! All of the staff is SUPER nice too! We ended up taking my dad there for his birthday the next weekend, we loved it so much! Oh, and they serve Stumptown coffee <3 win!


Making delicious pancakes!!

Us and our delicious blood orange mimosas! Yay birthday breakfasts!!!

My camera shaped pancake with butterscotch chips <3


The awesome booth decal! This place has STYLE!!!

Can you say “YUM!”?!

They came over and sang “Slappy Birthday” to Tonja, and gave her a deep fried banana with fresh made whipped cream and a candle to blow out :)

still learning to use the different settings on this polaroid cam… you can set it to indoors, cloudy, sunny, or really sunny…. i forgot to switch it, and it was bright out for these 2. Thanks to the random dude on the street who took these for us!! :)

And of course I had to get some fun pics of my boys and i :)

Mark bought me an amazing 7th Heaven bunny butt cupcake from JaCiva’s!!! THAT is LOVE! <3 Quincey wanted some, hahaha i love that pic!

<3

Needless to say, I’m putting my “splurge” to good use! And hopefully I’ll be able to use it soon on some of my photo shoots!

until the next post!

<3

April 14, 2010

I seriously have the BEST clients!!! I was surprised today with this adorable and perfect treat from my most recent bride and groom (who were married in Costa Rica). Thank you SO much!!! It totally made my day, and it was just so extremely thoughtful of you two They are YUMMY! I may have to [...]

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I seriously have the BEST clients!!!

I was surprised today with this adorable and perfect treat from my most recent bride and groom (who were married in Costa Rica).

Thank you SO much!!! It totally made my day, and it was just so extremely thoughtful of you two :)

They are YUMMY! I may have to re-work my logo after all of this delicious inspiration ;)

April 7, 2010

it always comes down to one thing- the price. I hear so often how “expensive” I am as a photographer. How “expensive” my prints are to order, how “expensive” my session fee is, and how “expensive” it is to hire me as your wedding photographer. I am not offended by these remarks, however it does [...]

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it always comes down to one thing- the price.

I hear so often how “expensive” I am as a photographer. How “expensive” my prints are to order, how “expensive” my session fee is, and how “expensive” it is to hire me as your wedding photographer. I am not offended by these remarks, however it does seem to make things a little uncomfortable.

So I thought it would be a good idea to give everyone a little bit of enlightenment as to why professional photography is so “expensive”. I’m not writing this in response to any one person or their comments, please know, I just feel it only right to inform my clients, and others who are interested in investing in some professional photography, of what really goes into their little works of art.

Anyone who’s ever run their own business can testify to the major amount of time and cost that it requires. Every little thing costs money, from the stickers and ribbon on the boxes, to the updated high tech equipment that is used to shoot, process, and utilize your photos. There are so many things- little and big, that add up quickly. But these are essential. You can’t be a photographer without a good camera. You can’t edit the images (if you shoot digital) without a good, fast (those files are HUGE) computer. You can’t present your work without pretty boxes, ribbons, stickers, info cards, etc. And you can’t share your work online in a professional manner without a website, blog and online store.

And this is all AFTER you book a client.
But you must have these things.

In order to book a client, you need to have a good solid portfolio, and branding to boot. People want to see something pretty, and they want it professionally handed to them. I could go on forever about branding, design and marketing, but I’ll save that for another day. My main point is- in order to book clients, you need to have something professional to present to them, a professional contract to sign, and information to hand them regarding you and your work. Again, all of this takes lots of time to design and prepare, and money to create.

Ok, so let’s say I’ve invested all of this money into my business. I have the equipment I need, my company is branded to a T, and I’m booking clients… it’s all profit from here, right? Wrong. Let’s start with a basic portrait session.

I shoot mainly on-location, so first we must account for time and gas to get to wherever we’re shooting. My portrait sessions usually last about an hour to two hours- that’s time I’m physically working. Setting up shots, reading lighting, creating moments, etc. It may not seem like a lot from the other side of the lens, but it’s mentally draining… actually it’s almost like a mini high I guess… when I shoot, I’m generally pretty energetic, always looking to capture the best moments and set up great shots, etc. But after wards, I’m POOPED! It’s almost a weird feeling… Anyways, back to my story…

Before I knew much of anything about professional photography, I didn’t really understand the value in just paying the “session fee”, I was a little perturbed by it in fact… I pay all of that money, and I don’t even physically GET anything??  But after being behind the lens for so long, I realize all of the work, cost, and time that goes into those photos… it doesn’t end when the lens cap goes back on. This is the reason you hire that photographer whose work you absolutely love… this is why there is a price.

Generally, each batch of photos I take go through at least 3 edits. Each photo is reviewed, either kept or rejected, and then from there each one is finessed. This process takes anywhere from 3-6 hours usually, to get the final, finished product. From there, the photos have to be duplicated and re-sized, then uploaded to my online store, where the password protected gallery is created. The images get uploaded and I set up the gallery according to your session. This takes around another hour usually. I also try to do a blogpost for each session, so that you can send your friends and family to see your best shots easily. This usually takes about an hour as well.

So, we’re up to -plus or minus- 10 hours of work, including time spent planning, traveling, shooting, post-processing, and presenting.
THIS is what your session fee covers. My time and talents in creating your photographic memories. (Remember, this doesn’t even include any of the costs we first listed.)

So then my clients and their friends and family can go onto my store site, and view and order their photos. This is where the cost of prints and digital images come in… While in the market, my pricing is still below average for comparable work, I can understand how people can feel that my prices are crazy. You can go to any local drugstore and get your photos printed for well under a dollar per-print. But what you must understand is that those machines processing your photos are not nearly as sophisticated as a professional color lab. There are nicer labs you can go to, which are more expensive, and the end product is better, but still generally not up to the same standard that I have for my work. After all, this is what you wanted in the first place, right? Quality, professional images that capture those magical moments so that you can keep them forever? Who would fly all the way to France and not go shopping?

The way that I process the photos, along with the way that my lab prints is synced so that you get the true colors & quality of the image. Not to mention, your photos are not just snapshots, they are little (and sometimes big) pieces of art. There is also cost involved on my end for not just ordering the art, but shipping fees, packaging, ribbon, tissue, stickers, etc. all must be factored in.

And as for digital files… with the internet as it is, social media all the hype, and easy access for sharing with friends and family via email, the desire for digital images has become very strong. This is a HUGE controversy in the photo-world. A lot of photographers don’t even offer the digital files for sale. They believe it’s like giving away your work, your negatives, your masterpieces. Being a younger photographer, I’m pretty “hip” to the newer standards, and I want my clients to be able to share their images however they’d like… and if they are going the digital route, I’d rather them not scan things in and possibly alter the quality. Therefore I see it to be in my best interest, and the interest of my clients to offer digital negatives. However, I have to also think about my business. How am I to make it in this business with ending up in the green? For this reason, digital negatives are much more expensive than prints. Why would I sell them for the same price when someone could just purchase the digital negatives, and go get hundreds of prints made (of quality that is questionable, to be honest) at a local drugstore? My digital negatives are limited though, and only printable for pieces up to an 8 x 10 in size. This enables my clients to print photos at their leisure, however it leaves the larger pieces of art to me.

As difficult as it is for me, I must be a strong business woman. If I ever want to make it as a full time professional in this world, I’ve got to make some sort of profit at some point- that’s just the bottom line ;)
I haven’t even factored in living expenses, healthcare, etc. that I would need to pay for… but we won’t get into all of that math this time.

Now what about weddings? In the beginning, those tend to seem like the most expensive… but at the end, it’s really what profits the least for me. On top of everything above, factor in an extra 10 hours of shooting (plus or minus), and an extra 14 (plus or minus) hours of editing. Instead of around 25-35 photos, my wedding clients usually end up with around 600-800 photos from their day. Talk about a HUGE difference in post-process work. And I am reasonably well below industry standard as far as my pricing-to-talent ratio goes. Yet, since it has the largest “up-front” sticker price, it seems to shock some. It’s understandable to me, since I have a hard time spending more than $40 on a nice pair of jeans, but just think about this…

You invest SO MUCH time, money, sweat, tears, and brainpower planning this wedding. One of the most important days of your entire life. You spend MONTHS getting everything ready, planning, deciding, choosing, coordinating…. and your day goes by in what always seems like an instant. Gone too soon. When the make-up has been put on, the hair curled… when the seats have been filled with loving friends and family, and the vowes have been spoken…. when you’ve had your first kiss as ‘husband and wife’, and the crowd is cheering… when the cake has been cut, the bouquet tossed, and the garter retrieved, and the dances are over… when you get into that getaway car and finally have a moment to reflect on the day (maybe)… what will you remember? What about in five years? ten? twenty?

THIS is why your photography is so important. Too often it’s an afterthought for couples. And I’ve heard more times than not “I wish we would have hired a better photographer”, or “I was really unhappy with our photos”, or “I never thought about it that much”. And every time it breaks my heart. This is why I do what I do.

When everything is said and done, the day has passed, and all you have are memories, that will mostly eventually fade, what will you have left to remember your day? To remember those little moments? To remember your first kiss? Your cake? Your table settings? Everything. What will you show your children? Your grandchildren?

My point is, this day is full of priceless moments. Don’t throw everything away to the land of forgotten after that day. Think ahead before, and really understand how truly invaluable those photos are. This also goes with newborn photos, maternity photos, and child and family photos for that matter. Moments last just that; but photos last forever.

THIS is why I do what I do. And I love being able to do something that makes me so completely fulfilled. However, just because I love doing it, doesn’t mean I don’t have bills to pay. I would love to work for free, or discounted all of the time, but realistically, I just can’t. And I haven’t even mentioned that this business is a part-time gig for me right now, I also work a full time job during the week! So all of this time that I’m taking to make this dream business a reality, is time away from my loving boyfriend, my dog-son, and friends and family. It can be difficult at times, and it’s a sacrifice I make, but it also comes with a price tag.

All I’ve mentioned thus far cost-wise on my end doesn’t even include workshops, seminars, events, clubs/groups, conferences, organization memberships etc. that photographers attend and are a part of to keep up to date and ahead of the curve to ensure you’re always receiving the best product. Those all cost money as well.

I didn’t write this to toot my own horn, or to vent, or to give you the sense that I’m bitter for some reason. I’m not, and I hope I didn’t come off that way at all. I just hope to bring a little bit of clarity to my business for you all, and to the photography business in general, so that you can decide for yourself what professional photography is worth- be it mine or someone else’s.

After all, the magic is in the moments, and the moments are too quickly gone and forgotten.
It’s all for love.

<3

March 28, 2010

I’ve been wanting to get a “stylish” camera bag for quite a while now, and my recent trip to Costa Rica was the perfect excuse to finally invest in one! I wanted something cute, stylish, functional, and discrete. Toting around all of my expensive camera equipment in another country made me nervous enough, I didn’t [...]

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I’ve been wanting to get a “stylish” camera bag for quite a while now, and my recent trip to Costa Rica was the perfect excuse to finally invest in one!
I wanted something cute, stylish, functional, and discrete. Toting around all of my expensive camera equipment in another country made me nervous enough, I didn’t want to LOOK like  I was carrying all of that expensive equipment.
I was reading through all of my favorite photo blogs one day, and I can’t remember exactly where I saw them, but I read about these awesome new epiphan!e bags, and totally fell in love.


Right now they have three styles available, and I agonized over which one would be the best fit for me. I love them all!!! The colors of  Belle were my favorite, but the style of Lola was my favorite… and then there’s Ginger. Ginger would be perfect for weddings as far as being suttle! And not to mention, it would match just about anything. But in the end, Lola won my heart. First at least ;)

I love that it is a deeper bag. I’ve been pick-pocketed before, so a deeper bag makes me feel better about toting around things. Also I wanted to be able to throw a scarf or something on top to cover up my equipment if needed. This may sound silly, but my camera is my other baby and needs the utmost protection! Another thing I love about it is that it has a zipper!

This is the most purse-like camera bag I have been able to find! I know there are a couple of other brands that make “stylish camera bags”, but they are still camera bags. Epiphanie bags really look like purses, and can be worn either way! One of the great features of this bag, is that it comes with a matching detachable padded shoulder strap. A shoulder strap is a necessity when shooting for me. I don’t like leaving my bag places, and for weddings you’re constantly on the move. The hardware on this bag is nice and strong too!

Here’s a view of the top and inside…

Lola came with more then enough padded separators. They are soft, and have Velcro on 3 sides so that you can move them to fit your equipment exactly, which is really nice because photographers are always upgrading and changing out their equipment. It gives awesome flexibility, and I can rest assured that my equipment is packed away safe and sound!

There is even a nice hidden zip pocket inside to store things you want kept safe like money, id, extra memory cards, etc.

A couple more great features of this bag are the 2 deep pockets on the outside that I love to use for my cell phone, business cards (for easy access), and my shoot list. The photo with my iPhone doesn’t accurately portray the depth of the pockets, but I wanted to give you a size ratio. the pockets reach all the way down to the bottom of the bag.

The bag also comes adorn with an adorable little charm! This might have been my favorite detail, for funs sake!

I received my bag just in time for me to throw my camera in, and head to the airport (literally!). I couldn’t be happier with it, and I’ve gotten SO MANY compliements on it so far! I absolutely adore it, and I feel so stylish while shooting now! It also has enough room to hold my other “purse-items” like my wallet, point & shoot, pen, phone, etc. so I’m not lugging around 2 bags, which is a HUGE relief- literally and figuratively!

Here is a pic of Lola in Costa Rica enjoying the beach, she had a blast ;)

I can’t wait to see what bags they come out with next!!! I’m hoping for a cute purple one :)
The girls who I’ve been in contact with are all super nice too!! Amazing customer service!! Thank you SO much for creating a bag I could only dream of! This is truly an innovation that I’ve been looking for for quite some time now :)

Check out Epiphanie bags for yourself, what are you waiting for!?

<3

March 16, 2010

My journey to Costa Rica began late last night. I should preface this entry by informing you that this is my first time out of the country, and the main reason I’m going is because I was hired to shoot a destination wedding. This is my first (hopefully of many) destination weddings, and I couldn’t [...]

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My journey to Costa Rica began late last night. I should preface this entry by informing you that this is my first time out of the country, and the main reason I’m going is because I was hired to shoot a destination wedding. This is my first (hopefully of many) destination weddings, and I couldn’t be more excited about it!

I finished packing my things when I got home from work last night. I was waiting to recieve my FABULOUS new Epiphanie camera bag, and thank goodness it showed up in time!! It’s even more amazing than I imagined, but I’ll blog more about that specifically soon. So I finished packing, gave my Quincey about a bazillion kisses and headrubs and told him how much I love him and how much I’ll miss him while I’m gone. Mark helped me pack my suitcases into the car, and away we went.

Checking in was a cinch, I only had one checked bag, and we got there plenty early. My flight was scheduled to leave Portland at 11:55pm, but they notified me while checking in that it was running almost 2 hours behind. Good thing for the 4 hour layover I was supposed to have in Houston! Whew, no worries there, I would have plenty of time, delay or not.

Mark and I went over to Stanford’s for some dinner before I left. We made it in time for happy hour, and it was yummy! I even got a chocolate sundae :) Mmmmm. I don’t know if you’ve ever been to Stanford’s, but they make their own chocolate sauce for the sundaes, and it’s to die for, just FYI :)

Mark walked me to the security checkpoint and kissed me goodbye. I didn’t cry like I thought I would, but I had to tell myself that everything would be fine and I wouldn’t die, and I’d see him soon. I don’t know why, but ever since my trip to Hawaii a few years back when they had to re-install an entire new engine on our plane, I absolutely HATE flying alone. It’s awful. So anyways, I was trying to focus on the good things, and the excitement, and it worked.

The security line was about a mile long, which i was fairly surprised about since it was about midnight after all. Thankfully I was in no rush, so going with the flow was not stressful. I finally passed security, and then had to wait another 2 hours to board the plane. At this point I was extremely exhausted! Working all day, trying to finish everything up before I left for a week, then coming home, packing, double checking, saying goodbyes to Quincey and Mark, I was just spent. Thankfully I had a window seat (my favorite!). However un-thankfully, someone was sitting in MY seat… so awkward. I look at him, look at the isle number and seat letters, and ask him if he’s in the correct seat. Luckily a flight attendant came to my rescue and butted in, telling him his seat was on the isle. Whew, awkwardness mostly avoided.

The guy who sat in the middle seat next to me decided it would be grand to introduce himself, and shake my hand. He proceeded to call me “sweetheart” (which for some reason I really love when people just assume that I’m a nice, sweet person, so I really don’t mind it at all, it’s almost comforting), and then spit out his chew into a coke bottle. Yummy.

I tried to sleep, but didn’t really get much rest. I’ve never been able to sleep on planes, just can’t get comfortable enough, and my neck always ends up killing me. Since the flight was delayed, they comped the DirectTV and Showtime movies, so I put on The Blindside. I fell in and out of sleep most of the way. Waking up sometimes to the man who was sitting next to me being gone, and by the end of the flight I didn’t recognize him at all… I wondered if he’d switched seats with someone? But it had to be him, I was probably delusional.

We reached Houston, and everyone is eager to get off of the plane. I think the majority of us had connecting flights, and luckily there was a flight attendant standing right outside directing people. My gate had changed, so it was a good thing I asked where I was going! It was about 7:30am Houston time at this point, and after what seemed like a very long walk, I found my gate. It was nice to be up and walking though, so I didn’t mind it. Plus I still had about 2 hours before my flight. I grabbed a strawberry smoothie, and a chicken sandwich. I wasn’t really hungry, but figured I should eat something since I wasn’t feeling too hot.

Can I just say, the Houston airport is, well, ghetto. The carpet at my gate was absolutely disgusting, there were crumbs/food smears all over the seats/walls, it smelled stale, and there was just an overall feel of contamination. Mark wouldn’t have even sat down. Good thing my layover was chopped in half on the way there… now as for on the way back, I’m looking at a 7 hour layover… ugh. That will be interesting!

They checked our passports again, and we were able to board the plane. Of course, I get to my assigned seat, and someone is sitting in it!!! Seriously!? No luck this time, and I didn’t have the energy to question it, so I just sat down next to them, in the isle… which I have decided I dislike very much! I was also really bummed because I wanted to get some video of us landing in Costa Rica out the window… if I would have thought of this right when I got to the seats I would have mentioned something, but being so tired, I just spaced it until about 20 minutes after I sat down. Too late. Sad panda.

The flight was about 3 hours but seemed to take forever. I really couldn’t sleep this time, people were constantly walking by, so if my head was leaned towards the isle, I was getting bashed over and over, and there was a little boy, about 9 sitting next to me, so i didn’t want to creep him out and lean my head the other way either… so I tried leaning my head on the seat in front of me. That worked for about 3 minutes until the lady sitting in it decided that she couldn’t get comfortable, and wouldn’t stop moving, therefore making my head a bashing board for the seat. Awesome. The flight seemed to take forever, as did the landing, but finally, eventually, we made it :)

The pilot announced that we would be using the “Air Stairs” in both the front and the back of the plane. Since I was sitting about 4 rows from the back, this was good news for me… but what are “Air Stairs”??

OMG!!! I always wanted to enter/exit a plane using the stairs!!! It seems so exciting and old school! I walked off feeling like I was really on an awesome trip… I know it sounds silly, but it’s one of those things I always see in movies, and always wondered what kind of places you go or planes you ride in that you get to do it!

When I walked out, the 95 degree humid air was a breath of freshness! The plane was freezing, so it felt SO good. As we piled off of the plane, and walked over to the airport, I wish I would have taken out my camera. Everything was outdoors. The main airport area was covered, but still open to the outside, which was awesome. I immediately knew that this place would be different. We had to snake through the roped area to get to the check-in point where they checked your passport, and took the paper you filled out on the plane stating your reason for visiting, etc. The lady didn’t like my pink passport cover, and made me take it off.

Once I was through there, I could see the luggage claiming area just off to the right, but since it hadn’t started moving yet, I went over to the travel guide’s desk. I had no idea how I was going to get to Tamarindo at this point. I flew into Liberia which is about an hour away from Tamarindo, and I figured there must be a shuttle or something I could take into town. So I asked him how I was to get to Tamarindo, and he asked me “Well do you have a reservation?”… “umm no…” I said “My friend booked the condo, and she got here a few days ago, I’m just meeting up with them.” He proceeded to tell me that usually when you make a reservation, someone is here to pick you up from wherever you are staying, but since that wasn’t the case for me, and I was unaware that I needed a reservation to get on the shuttle, he informed me that a Taxi to Tamarindo would be $81 American Dollars. My jaw dropped for a second, and then I just said “ok, if that’s what it is, that’s what it is”. I mean, honestly what am I going to do?! Right? He looked at me, and I think he felt a little bad, as obviously I was by myself, a girl, and completely confused about everything… he pulled one of his co-workers over and they rattled back and forth in Spanish for a minute. Then he gave me a brochure, and told me that if I can get on the shuttle, it would be $18 American dollars.

I was completely relieved!!! Whew! Still a bit confused, as they were being a little discreet about telling me this information, but I took the brochure and walked over to the baggage claiming area. I hate waiting for baggage. It’s almost like waiting to hear the winining lotto numbers…. will my bag come? Did it make it?? What will I do if it doesn’t roll out on the conveyor belt? But finally, eventually, it did. I looked behind me and the line to get your passport checked was CRAZY long! I must have made it in awesome time and avoided the crowd :) Sweet.

I walk over to “customs”, aka the 2 people standing at a desk/podium like thing in between baggage and the travel guide desk, and pull out my other paper that I filled out on the plane. He looked at it as I prepared to lift my bags up onto the table “No need, go on” he said. He didn’t even look in my bags? That was weird! I guess they just trust that what you write is the truth. This is truly a different place.

So I move on, walking back outside into a huge crowd. I feel like I’m at an award show walking down the red carpet… there are people holding signs, taxi drivers shouting at you “need a ride!?”, “You come with me!”, and “over here, I take you!”. It was quite overwhelming. I kept looking around, hoping that I’d see my name on one of those signs, but knowing that that was impossible. I looked for Jaimee, but she wasn’t there. Yep, definitely should have thought this part of the trip out MUCH better. So I walk past the crowd and look at the brochure I was given. “I need to find the Tamarindo Shuttle” I say to myself and turn around, bounce up on my tip-toes, and start looking for the people with the shirts with the same logo, like the woman inside told me to do.

One of the gentlemen from another car service overheard me, and shouted “TAMARINDO SHUTTLE?!” and looked over the crowd. He shouted it again, and finally found the guy. He came back to me and directed me over to where the Tamarindo Shuttle was. HOW NICE?! Seriously, I was so thankful for him. He didn’t have to do that at all. He could have very well told me to come with him, etc. Insert sigh of relief.

I get to the Tamarindo Shuttle driver, and he looks at me, then looks at his list. I’m not on the list. He asks me if one of those names is mine, in very broken English. “No” I say “I don’t have a reservation”. He looks at me again, then down, then at me again. At this point I’m completely confused. “Can I come on the shuttle?” I ask. “Yes, it’s ok” He says. “You put your bags over there?”. I thought he wanted me to put my bags in the car and come back out and wait with him. Confused I say “No, I go with my bags.” “Yes,” he says “we take them over there, you wait for 5 more people”. “Ok” I said. And he took my larger bag for me and lead me to the shuttle bus. It was back behind about 3 rows of other buses, and on the way back I had a thought- “What if he’s taking me back there to kill me!?!?” But of course he wasn’t, and he loaded my bags onto the shuttle that read “Tamarindo Shuttle” on the side. I was refreshed by the air conditioning he had left running in the shuttle, because by this point I was totally getting warm. I wasn’t dressed for 95 degree weather by any means, and it was getting hot.

“You wait here” he said “ok, thank you!!” I said with a smile. Whew, I’m on the shuttle, all I have to do now is wait.
I still had no idea where in Tamarindo this shuttle would take me, but I had the name and number of the condo Jaimee gave to me, so hopefully I’d be able to find it. This adventure was exhausting.

After about a half hour, the driver comes back and apologizes to me for the wait. “Solo yo?” I ask. “No, haha” he says, and moves the shuttle much closer to the crowd of people. Six other people have their luggage tossed on, and board the bus. Four older women who actually sat directly in front of me on the plane, a teenage boy, and an older gentleman. The guys load their luggage into the back of the bus, close to where I was seated. I didn’t want to lose sight of my luggage for one second. The “trust no one” motto was my leading sense being in a foreign country, alone, and not sure of where I was going, or how I was getting there.

Apparently there aren’t many laws when it comes to driving, because they piled the luggage up in the back completely covering the back window. Oh well. I saw another young guy outside talking to the guys loading the luggage. He seemed to be asking about the price, then proceeded to board and sit across from me. They asked him exactly where he was going, and he responded “Tamarindo, other than that I don’t really know”. I laughed and said “don’t worry, I don’t really know where I’m going either!”. We chatted, and it was nice not to feel so alone, knowing that he was on just as much of an adventure as I was. We were finally off, after about another 30-45 minutes of waiting.

So- the reason that everyone was being so weird about the shuttle? Well, apparently if you don’t have a reservation, it’s the law that you HAVE to take a Taxi. I guess they can make whatever laws they want here? Lol. Anyways, enough people had pity on me, and i was able to sneak onto the shuttle, whew! What a relief!

“Just wait, these roads are crazy, and the drivers are even crazier here, i don’t think they have any laws” the boy said. He said he’d been here once before, and that he was meeting up with his sister here in a few days to surf. We chatted a bit, mostly about how crazy it was to see all of the little houses/shacks, and about everything outside. There were cattle, horses, more fences made out of random sticks & stumps than I could count, fields, trees, natives, people sitting on their porch drinking tea, people working in their yards, kids riding horses bareback, clothes hung on a line… everything you see in those national geographic shows. It was a little surreal, and completely solidified that we were in a third world country.

About halfway there, we stopped for gas. Then a little bit after that we stopped again at some random check-point where another driver from the same company was waiting. He came n and announced some “Playa” (beach). But that was all he said. Between he and our driver, no one could figure out if they were supposed to get off here or not. So no one did and we kept going…. until about a block later when the younger teenage boy realized that that was his ride, so the ride caught up with us and he got off.

We finally reach Tamarindo, and it’s adorable. Everything here reminds me of Hawaii, only more spread out, and probably much more poor. We drop off the elder man at the Best Western hotel (the prettiest best western i’ve ever seen), and continue on. I spot the beach for the first time, and it’s gorgeous! The boy tells me that there are mini crocodiles in the river off of the ocean, cool!!!

We finally reach the condos that I’m staying at, and I recognize them from the pictures on the website. “I think this is me!” I say, surprised that he drove me all the way straight here! And relieved. He unloads my luggage, and I pay him, $20. They don’t give change here, and I wouldn’tve wanted it anyways. I thank him again, and someone who was doing lawn work comes up to me and helps me with  my luggage. The driver tells him which condo number I’m in, and he directs me to follow him. To my surprise, we go to an elevator!! These condos are literally sooo classy! I’ve never stayed anywhere so nice, and it’s funny because it’s right in the middle of what looks like a poorer area. But here, it is the Beverly Hills of the city apparently. We get to the door, knock, and nothing. Of course, right? Communication is so sparse here. My phone doesn’t work, and even if it did, it would cost me a dollar a minute to use it, so it’s off. I have no way of getting a hold of anyone here with the exception of email, so i tell the guy it’s ok, I’ll wait here. Relieved just to be here! I sit down and take out my laptop, hoping to connect to one of the networks so I could at least email Mark and my family to let them know I made it here ok, but I can’t get a connection and the networks that are available al require passwords. So I decide to change into a skirt to cool off. I’m slick, and I put the skirt over my pants, then took them off. Don’t want to be a creeper!!!

The guy sees me still waiting and tells me to come back down to go to the office. So I get all of my luggage together and do just that. The guy at the gate says that I have to wait for them to come back. “ok” I say “that’s fine”.

“well what are you going to do?” they ask.
“i don’t know, wait i suppose” I say. At this point, I’m just happy I’m here, safe, alive, and in the right place. Waiting is fine, just give me some shade. They talk in spanish, and I hear them discussing if they think I should get the key to the room or not. Two more maintenance people come up and they’re now all discussing it. Eventually they tell me that I can go down to the main office and see what they say. “ok” I said, “that’s great!”. I smiled at them, and they tell me I can leave my luggage there while I go. “No thank you, I’d like to stay with it” I say. “Ok that’s fine” they say. I felt a little bad because I didn’t want to hurt their feelings, everyone was being so nice to me! But I can’t risk it, and I’ll have more peace of mind knowing it’s with me. So the guy walks me down there with my bag and we find the lady. She asks me my name and who i’m staying with and eventually gives me the maid’s key to get inside. YESSSSSS!!! I think, I can lay downnnn!!!!

I get inside finally, and Diana is there, but she was sleeping. “courtney?” she says. “Oh hi!” I say, and explain what just happened. I guess they went zip-lining earlier and she wasn’t feeling so good. The other girls get back soon, and start getting ready for the wedding rehearsal & dinner. I put my stuff in the room and collapse on the bed, exhausted. I finally get the internet to work, and email everyone letting them know I’m ok, and I got to talk to Mark online for a bit too. I miss him so much.

Jaimee was supposed to come back to get me for the dinner at 6pm, but it’s now 7:34… I don’t think she’s coming. Kind of bummed because I got up, re-did my hair and make up and changed and everything… and i’m hungry. Oh well, I think I might just go back to sleep… it’s weird not having cell phones here. Go with the flow I guess :)

I’ll take more photos tomorrow, but here are a couple from today :) Enjoy!

Bags packed & ready to go- PDX airport. Goodbye Portland!

At the Houston Airport, waiting. I had my camera battery charging, and my laptop plugged in, using both outlets. There were TONS of outlets and even a “Cell phone charging station” at the gate… yet some lady comes over to me, looks at the plugs, literally her face was about 5 feet away from the outlet, and asks “are you using both of those??” …. uhhh… yes.

Made it on the Tamarindo Shuttle!

and it’s me! In one piece! in Central America!! Please excuse the haggardness, and lack of Photoshop and make-up.

Out the window on the ride to Tamarindo…

And one of the inside :)

And the view from the balcony in Diana & my room… did I mention this condo has THREE balconies!? All with ocean views! Props go to Jaimee for finding us such an amazing place for such a good deal!!!

Tomorrow is the wedding, and I’m super excited!!! I know that we’ll get some amazing photos, and I can’t wait to spend some time on the beach :) Until later <3